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Alumni Blog: Lamu Xiangqiu

Director Lamu Xiangqiu stands in profile holding a camera up to her eye against the backdrop of the dark blue night sky.

Lamu Xiangqui’s 2021 thesis film, Walk Alone, takes place in her native Tibet – a place of breathtaking scenery and altitude. Recently, Lamu’s film won a DGA award and last week, screened at the Museum of the Moving Image’s First Look Festival. Here, Lamu writes about how the film was inspired by a Tibetan tale about two young men who try to overcome their sins and find redemption.

 

 

A person with a weapon on their back is feeding a horse in front of a mountain.

From a young age, Tibetan kids would be warned by their parents that if we were naughty, if we went out alone, ghosts wandering the wilderness would kidnap us. It sounds like a very bizarre and hardcore scare tactic (especially for an eight-year-old girl). Yet, I was even terrified of using the bathroom in my cousin’s place, so it worked. These childhood ghost stories were usually very one-dimensional, with the devil always the villain and the brave warrior, stainless. So, when I saw that my elders were still telling the same old stories to the younger kids in the family, the idea to rewrite this old scare was born.

A crew member is pointing the camera to an actor while the actor is holding a weapon. Two other crew members stand next to the camera operator.

In a typical “moral dilemma” story, the hero is firm in himself and compelled to eventually eliminate the villain. I wanted to leave both the protagonist and the villain in confusion and distress. They both tried desperately to be good, but their primitive desires and the viciousness of society made them do something against their hearts. The difference between human and evil spirits is dissolved here. When there is no absolute evil and absolute good, the story lies only in how the characters control their hearts. Do they choose to face reality? Or will they escape reality and live full of guilt and loneliness.

Five crew members who are outdoors are preparing their equipment to shoot a scene. A large camera on a tripod and a c-stand are with them.

During the Covid-19 quarantine, people had more time to be alone with themselves and their past. It was an unfortunate chance for people to realize everything we once considered “normal” is a rare gift. This is one of the strongest emotions I have felt from the people around me during the past two years of chaos. People start to regret their mistakes and seek the eagerness to move forward in this uncontrollable life.

Two people pose on a fallen down tree, and behind them is a mountain.

A line in the film says: “There’s no fresh start. Life carries on.” Perhaps the idea I hope to convey to the audience is to accept what happened, but not to be bound by it; to keep on fighting even if it is difficult. To keep on going is the most important.

Walk Alone was honored to be the winner of this year’s DGA Student Awards. During the pre-party, all the jurors came over to talk with us about how much they enjoyed our films. They shared their opinions about how the films made them feel. Their genuine advice made the award even more precious. Before submitting to DGA and all the other festivals that I’ve had the luck to participate in, my team and I had spent half a year with never-ending Adobe time and a crazy sleeping schedule. Receiving the good news (of course not always) from people outside of our production is a huge encouragement for me to make more films. Also, these experiences teach us the same lesson: Things are uncontrollable. The only thing we can do is keep making films and being better. Every time my team and I heard the exciting news, we said to each other, “it’s worth it!”  We hugged, and then  — moved on.

A behind the scenes photo of a crew member holding a large piece of equipment, while another crew member smiles in the background.

 

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